Sometimes I wonder... is it worth it at all? Really, is it?

There are three categories of people in my life: people who know things about me, people who make shit up about me to tell other people to put me down or something, and people who don't know anything about me.

Usually the last two go hand in hand... Sometimes not though.

I feel like crap, to be honest. Not physically. I just feel like crap. Like I'm worth crap to people.

And I just don't get this. There's so much stuff going on that I can't explain or anything.

What is going on?