Why does nothing I say matter?

I can't hold on much longer.

I read too much in the statement "I love you" when coming from a certain person.

It would be great if I wasn't reading too much into it, but... it's been made obvious a thousand times over that that isn't the case at all.

I also feel almost betrayed by a friend of mine because of something I talked about with her Friday before last and then something they were doing... I give up.

It's pointless... I know I'm going to die utterly alone. And it won't matter.

And I'm throwing away the letters that I am writing you
'cause they would never do,
I would never do

My room smells like the last food I ate.

Wow. I am screwed up.

Eddie Izzard-Weiß Kreuz crossover.

See first line.