Rockin' out to:: Dir en grey
All right... I have of late been mysteriously silent as for real content in journal entries. The occasional one-liner.
Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaame, I know.
There's been a lot going on lately, some of which I haven't talked about 'cause I don't want to talk about it. But now that the drama of that has passed, I can talk about it now.
Last Wednesday (that would be 8 June) I received a phone call that more or less consisted of "There have been rumours, they aren't true... but we should just be friends." Now, I'm fine with being friends. These so-called "rumours" I had heard nothing of. But I did get kind of pissed about it. Because, to me at least, when you call someone to tell them something like that, it's basically saying that you don't have the balls to tell them in person. That pissed me off. That's what I had gotten upset about. And people making assumptions about why I was pissed off ("because some guy didn't want to date her") made me a little upset. But day before yesterday (14 June) I get another call, from the same guy. And we go have a two-hour conversation in which we clear up all misunderstandings and talk about all kinds of stuff, mostly drum corps though. And siblings. And there was something he said that made me laugh and I don't remember what it was but I had to take a couple of minutes to laugh and regain my composure... But we're all good now. We're friends. If anything else was to happen, that's fine too, but I think friends is the best thing for us to be at this time.
I got to see a friend of mine who I hadn't seen since March. We had a lot of talking to do, catching up and stuff... So we did. And I'm going to call her this summer to talk some too while she's on tour. I'm good now, we're all caught up with each other... It's all good. ^_^
I am in love. With a boy. He is someone who I marched with last summer in Blue Stars; he is currently with The Cavaliers in their pit. I love him, but so far I have failed to tell him so, unless he received the last letter I wrote him. I'm writing him again, though, soon, and sending a mix CD with it. It will be included in that, and in anything I write him from here on out. However... I want for us to be "best friends" not lovers. I will let this be known as well.
I am fairly certain I have at least a bit of a crush on a good friend of mine. Who is female. Which means that my parents would, most definitely, disapprove. I don't give a damn. If I have a crush on her, I have a crush on her.
And there's this super cute guy in the tenor line at Renegades (that's where I'm marching this summer). He's Japanese, a nice guy, doesn't have a lot of body hair (as far as I can tell, at least), super cute (like I said)... and 35. Yeah, 35. o_o But I still want to make cute Asian babies with him. Except, literally. As in, I want Asian children and he is Asian, so that could work. I'm not just using that as a euphemism. What is it with me and the Japanese? (Do me a favour and don't answer that. Or maybe do, if you wanna.)
All right... I have of late been mysteriously silent as for real content in journal entries. The occasional one-liner.
Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaame, I know.
There's been a lot going on lately, some of which I haven't talked about 'cause I don't want to talk about it. But now that the drama of that has passed, I can talk about it now.
Last Wednesday (that would be 8 June) I received a phone call that more or less consisted of "There have been rumours, they aren't true... but we should just be friends." Now, I'm fine with being friends. These so-called "rumours" I had heard nothing of. But I did get kind of pissed about it. Because, to me at least, when you call someone to tell them something like that, it's basically saying that you don't have the balls to tell them in person. That pissed me off. That's what I had gotten upset about. And people making assumptions about why I was pissed off ("because some guy didn't want to date her") made me a little upset. But day before yesterday (14 June) I get another call, from the same guy. And we go have a two-hour conversation in which we clear up all misunderstandings and talk about all kinds of stuff, mostly drum corps though. And siblings. And there was something he said that made me laugh and I don't remember what it was but I had to take a couple of minutes to laugh and regain my composure... But we're all good now. We're friends. If anything else was to happen, that's fine too, but I think friends is the best thing for us to be at this time.
I got to see a friend of mine who I hadn't seen since March. We had a lot of talking to do, catching up and stuff... So we did. And I'm going to call her this summer to talk some too while she's on tour. I'm good now, we're all caught up with each other... It's all good. ^_^
I am in love. With a boy. He is someone who I marched with last summer in Blue Stars; he is currently with The Cavaliers in their pit. I love him, but so far I have failed to tell him so, unless he received the last letter I wrote him. I'm writing him again, though, soon, and sending a mix CD with it. It will be included in that, and in anything I write him from here on out. However... I want for us to be "best friends" not lovers. I will let this be known as well.
I am fairly certain I have at least a bit of a crush on a good friend of mine. Who is female. Which means that my parents would, most definitely, disapprove. I don't give a damn. If I have a crush on her, I have a crush on her.
And there's this super cute guy in the tenor line at Renegades (that's where I'm marching this summer). He's Japanese, a nice guy, doesn't have a lot of body hair (as far as I can tell, at least), super cute (like I said)... and 35. Yeah, 35. o_o But I still want to make cute Asian babies with him. Except, literally. As in, I want Asian children and he is Asian, so that could work. I'm not just using that as a euphemism. What is it with me and the Japanese? (Do me a favour and don't answer that. Or maybe do, if you wanna.)
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