It bothers me.

There's this whole shielding/grounding thing that for some reason I cannot do at all lately. I don't know why.

I'm not weak. Or, I keep telling myself that. I'm not certain how sure of that I am anymore though.

I think I'm going to go to Capital Regiment in November. Play mellophone. March division I. Be somewhere new, somewhere that I haven't met ANYONE.

I could always go back to Bluecoats, or Crossmen, or Blue Stars... but I don't know if I want to. I'd prefer a new place, somewhere that I will be a new kid, "that chick from Texas", or whatever I'll be.