I am so lost.

There's the whole what if it screws something up thing...

Talking to people, I've been told to "take the risk and tell him", but I'm also not sure if it's what I think it is because I've only known him since June...

And I know it's worth the risk, but I'm just so fucking scared... I mean... when I posted in the "women" topic on DCP about all the twisty stuff... I think this is why... and it scares me... because... what if I'm wrong? ... it's just, I honestly try to see the good side of everything but it's so damn hard to so often...

(( x-posted in my livejournal ))